Delete my account. There is nothing left for me in this place; a place which means nothing to me now, except to remind me of a dream that is dead for me. I was unworthy. I have failed. This place is nothing but ghosts for me, and every time I visit, it's like watching from another dimension. Faces that seem less and less familiar by the day, people that have been here for years at that, as all I see are names on a screen, and it feels...alien. I don't know who anyone is anymore, and frankly I don't care. I don't want to be chums with people, I don't want small talk, I don't want to participate in their boring thread games. I don't want to participate in random smut roleplays or stories - which, after recent events, would just feel like an insult anyway. I don't belong...that's all that matters. I'm just a name on a screen as much as anyone else is to me. All I am here for is to reminisce, to remember. To watch, and to wait in the shadows, to waste my own time waiting for something substantial in my life that has passed me by as what once was is all I have left. There is only pain and emptiness now, the silence after a song that is over, a song I continue to hear as no one else does like I'm crazy, it mocks and torments me. I can take that with me anywhere else for all I give a damn, which is probably best for everyone, including myself. This place only serves to remind me, and I just want to forget and quite frankly, fade into the void where I belong. This is not my home. Nowhere is. I am all that I have.